箱子都搬回了车里，我回来环视了一下房间看是否有漏掉的东东，发现一块小木板状的东东，问是他的不？他乐了，告诉我那是一个rat clamp，他搬了几下上面的铁丝，发出啪啪的声音，我也乐了，还是很小的时候看到过老鼠夹子的吧？没想到现在又看到了，这SM爱好者也真好玩。他告诉我这东东一般就是吓唬人用的呵呵。
他送我回家的路上又开始在设计下一次training了。。。
后记：
我自己的时间很有限，尤其是写这种私人话题的时间就更有限。玩后的第二天，我将所有我能支配的时间都用上了，才完成了这篇日记，同时，也由于时间限制，匆匆结尾。甚至没抽空上线去问候一句Steve.
接下来是周末，和他不可能交流。彼此过着自己的生活。今天，登陆yahoo看到他的留言：Hey there, sexy girl...still enjoying very new memories from our fun together...wow...that was great!! Message me soon...我告诉他我写了日记，但是中文的。
"Such a good girl!!I want you to translate...and send to me...is that clear?"他希望我为他翻译成英语。我理解他的好奇，因为，在play完毕他回忆其中的一些镜头时，两个人的印象都有些模糊了，到底发生在什么时候？呵呵，现在写日记时，这些镜头又一一闪现了出来。我答应他会为他翻译，但不会在最近来做这件事情。
"Well, if you find some time...then please....I am still very excited from our time together...you were wonderful!!"他依然在兴奋地回忆。
"when i was writing, everything came before me again and i enjoy once more. me too u r so great"每次写日记都是一个再调教的过程，如果不记录下来，就很难从脑子里除去，所以，我宁愿选择记下。
"Well, so were you...your reactions were so perfect...I was so pleased...you just made me want you more.you make me very proud."看着他的赞美，我也很开心。
"you give me confidence. i am lucky to be with u. i dont need think, just follow and it's easy to do for me"他给了我自信不是么？和原来经历的调教比较大的不同就是，我不断受到他的赞美，他也不吝啬他的温柔的一面。他会紧紧地拥抱着我，给我甜甜的吻，让我为自己感到骄傲，而不单单是一个低微的M。
"That is my job, as your Dom...always want you to succeed. you followed very well...but I did love how nervous you were...you forgot how to think...your hands a little shaking...oh that was so delicious!!"他依然在回忆。
然而，生活不单单是享受，该坐下来做点正事了。把回忆留给老去闲暇时吧。 |
